It's times like these I feel excruciatingly alone because I am in immense pain. I can feel my body shivering but I can't make it stop.. I can feel myself getting sicker, but the medicine isn't helping much, and I don't want to end up relying on it anyway.
Sigh.
I hate being sick. I hate being sick long term. Why can't my body just be at the normal youthful state of health...
This feeling sucks.
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
I've been having the same dream for the past week
The same thing always happens.
In them, I am always a mess. I cry, I beg, I plead.
People keep saying that I will change, that things around me will change, and it will all blow over.
It's July, and I still feel the same way I did in the middle of June.
It still hurts, and I am still lingering.
Why does it have to be this way?
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