I've been having the same dream for the past week

The same thing always happens. In them, I am always a mess. I cry, I beg, I plead. People keep saying that I will change, that things around me will change, and it will all blow over. It's July, and I still feel the same way I did in the middle of June. It still hurts, and I am still lingering. Why does it have to be this way?