I feel like lately, so much is going through my head, all of these things are ramming around trying to get itself noticed. Some things I really try not to care about, and yet, they keep screaming at me.
So much conflict. So many fears, so much to think about.
Honestly, I don't know what's wrong with me lately, or how much Fe I need. There are moments of a day, where I just completely forget everything that I memorize, and then I go searching for those things that I have lost...
It's a strange feeling. I would think that i would remember where i put my homework, and where i put my supplies.. nope. There are just moments where I'm so dizzy, that all I can focus on is to keep my eyes open. It is very peculiar to see your own arm reaching for the locker dial, and yet, you don't feel it, and all you see is a black frame around a foggy portrayal of your arm.. weird.
And, looks like i'm going to have to start lugging around the old purple circle supplied with 27 sprays.
I'm tired...
my mind's tired..
my blood cells are probably also tired.
and yet, I have to keep going. I have to focus on what's important.
but What is important?
right now?
just that one thing that i've been praying for, for such a long time.
Heard a really good friend say today, quoted from a movie
"Busy is another word for asshole. And asshole is another word for the guy you're dating"
haha.
eat. that. up.
i promise i'll post a funny, and amusing blog soon.
maybe after i figure out how bad of a condition i am in.
au revoir, mes amis importants.
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