DONE

shiet.

today was the last day of high school!

haha.

it still hasn't hit me yet. that this is the starting step towards our new, bright futures. This is the closing of a beautiful chapter in our lives, and the beginning of an even better chapter. (:

OKAY, so this blog is most definitely dedicated to this wonderful friend of mine whom i love. 

Monica, the moment i read your note, oh boy, tears stream down. You have no idea how touched i was by your words. Girl, you can write. and damn, you really know how to get to me.

So here goes.

monica. i probably have not told you just how much i love you. i really love you.

i still remember the first time i met you. freshman year. pe. 6th period. honestly, i was so scared when i first met you, not that you're intimidating or anything. i was just afraid that i would say the wrong thing or do the wrong thing, or accidentally offend you, or intimidate you, or alienate you. I really wanted you to be one of my friends, and i knew from the moment we talked to each other that we would be friends for a long time. I mean come on, haha. we hit it off. And, from then on it was just an amazing friendship. True, we did not have classes with each other, and we barely had time to socialize with each other. However, we maintained our friendship and we kept going. Monica. you are so amazing. Sometimes i wish i had your great personality, and that awe-inspiring creative writing skill you got there. I mean, dang, what a talent. You are going to be the author of one of those books on the New York Times Bestsellers. I mean I would not be surprised if you won the pulitzer, or the P.E.A.R.L. (if you're into romance), or NOBEL, or POWELL. goodness. haha. Honestly, you are such a great person, that i'm so glad i got to know you these 4 years. 4 great years. Monica. I don't know what i'd be if i had not met you. You taught me so much. Not just about.. life, and relationships, friendships, and.. struggles. you taught me about myself. You helped me mature. I would be a totally different person if i had never met you, different in a bad way, i mean. Somehow, i would always look to you whenever i was going through hard times, and just.. pull through. Hopefully that makes sense to you. You contributed to who i am today, and i am so grateful for that. Thank you. 

Now, Monica. I hope you know that i am always here for you. No matter what, even if we're.. more than 3000 miles away from each other. Even if i'm on the opposite of the world (even though i'm just a little far from so cal), I am there for you. Just like i know that you have been there for me. Thank you for giving me your friendship. And heck yes, we are going to stay friends for the longest time. There is no way in heaven, earth, hell, that i would ever forget you. So, let's both work towards our futures. and GLOAT (haha) to each other when we have achieved what we want. (:

I. Love. YOU!