un billet doré

Guys, my lovely friends and/or readers, i am quite frustrated. Why, you ask? i do not want to go where my parents want me to go for college. I remember as a middle schooler, always feeling pathos for those high school seniors that do not get to choose exactly what they want. Obviously, i didn't think i would end up on the same path. woop-dee-do, i am. 

God, i'm praying for a miracle. Help me out here.

When i first thought about college, i just applied to places that.. most people commonly apply to, because i did not feel like i belonged anywhere. Too late now that i really love a university, and yet, there is a great chance that i will not be able to go. boo to rejection. 

i need more sleep, because 20 minutes of sleep does not satisfy the human body's need for rest.

yes, the title, i have to refer to the title.

translate it, and you'll see what it means.

i think i'll keep it forever. (:

TH: "it isn't as cute as [character in Beauty and The Beast]'s."

doeesssnn'ttt mattterrrrr.

it's perfect in my eyes. 

cheesy? yeah. cheese is nice.

COCOA PUFFS ARE GOOD. I didn't know they were, but they're AMAZING. They're so ... CHOCOLATE-Y. And, chocolate, is.. quite good.

Cheese and chocolate.

reminds me of melting pot.

good times.

Alcohol, alcohol, alcohol.

restraint and self-control is KEY. 

So.. my dad saw the uh discretion advised cue pictures.

:X If you do not know what i am referring to, go ahead and ask me, i'll be glad to inform.

lately, as much as i love my dad, i just wish he could stop asking me useless questions.

No, dad, i do not watch porn, i am not watching porn, cartoons are not porn, so isn't disney channel, i won't watch porn, supernatural is also not porn, so isn't america's next top model, or american idol, or america's funniest home videos. cool?

Yes i was participating in lent, mmhmm, YES, i WAS, no matter how many times you ask, YES, yes yes, dad, i was.

ugh dad. take a rest. just stop. relax. take care of your arm. breathe. i may not know exactly where i'm going, or where i'm headed, but it's my own journey. Let me pave my own path. Don't. make me go to that university. Please. i'll be miserable there, i swear. ( ha, i made internal rhyme with assonance).

oh yes, saturday

haha.

i wouldn't call what happened as weird, but those events are definitely not labeled as "norm" 

sooooooo most of the fun stuff happened near a train track.

the train slowly drags by and barely moves at the pace of an average jogger,

what does Elias do? He runs up and touches it.

He should of jumped on it instead, but he's a bit too pusillanimous for that. :X

Then, something even more WONDERfUL happens. the train sputters to a COMPLETE. and utter STOP.

boring boring boring.

and so Elias decides that we should dance.

on the sidewalk.

in front of.. a bunch of cars.. that are behind us, because they are also waiting for the train to pass.

i gave him 5 seconds.

i gotta say, it was a once in a life time experience.

i enjoyed it. (:

d'accord, 

il faut que je fasse mes devoirs.

"Faire vos propres choix, parce que c'est votre vie, et personne d'autre. "